Elena7cz

I thought of you today Like I always do. You always wander Inside the deepest Places of my mind. I cannot be afraid Of the dark no more. Like when I was a young child. For you live among it; are a part of it And now I long for it. I sang for you today. I did my best to please you. Yet, I knew you were already because Your presence here, beside me, Is so much stronger now. You have spiraled me Into your world, which is unlike any fantasy. And into your passion for music. You have given it all to me. Only by the grace of God are you here for me. This, Angel Has been my greatest triumph And these words which I pour from

Your face strikes terror on all who look upon it, yet your soul is sweet and no more than a desperate child. No...hate you I do not; never hate. Pity...my heart is full of pity for you. It breaks to see you in so much pain. Oh Erik know I do not hate you! I cannot help but love for your soul is so helpless. But no...my heart is not yours. Oh my God I am killing you! I cannot endure your suffering and yet I must. I cannot lie. I am so sorry. No! Please I beg you! Live! Breathe! Sing again! Hear my voice. Oh God your despair...! Erik I do love you. A kiss! Stay with me please. Nooo! Goodbye sweet child...

Your voice...so sweet. My soul has been captured. You...my one and only salvation. I live to love you, I exist to be loved by you. Deny me not, or my blood will be on your hands. I would die for you, Burn in hell for you! My hell is you! How dare you taunt me with your presence! I know you love me not. You love Him. I see it in your eyes! Christine! Christine! I see it in your eyes! In your very soul Exists only pity and hatred for me.... Your heart belongs to Him.... Oh my God! and my heart breaks! That which used to be black And cold, which only now, Begins to feel. My God and I am dead. I love you so. Know only that.